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Hello Dear Neighbour,

Thank you for your encouragement, of your support and your witty remarks. Let us say that that to probably help to open the eyes of several people, inside one week after this emission, I met finally the best specialist in psychiatry than the CHULL could have and I succeeded so that the ministry for Ex-serviceman can have it with the services of the young military pensioners for medical reason of traumatic stress post so that it can be available for us at least a day per week to the PAUL TRIQUET house.

The CHULL, hospital belonging in the past to the ministry for Ex-serviceman is famous with through entire Canada as being the hospital number one to treat all types of diseases contracted by our soldiers. That they are nuclear, biological or chemical but moreover they have the best specialists in psychiatry, except that that which brought best the surprise in my medication to me when I was still in the forces and I was in critical phase in my whole beginnings in 1999, that which I regarded as being the best, the large head psychiatrist, Dr. Plamondon, we now have his availability a little more easily for the reprocessed soldiers needing a follow-up because that made more than one year that me had been signed a regulation and that one had not been able to answer the request.

Now I understands your Father, veteran of 39-45

Now I include/understand, yes, now I include/understand your Father better. He assisait himself in the swing all alone to outside consume a beer of time to other and I felt at his place a certain internal sorrow which he sought to crush. It was not him, not its kindness, its generosity, its large heart which it sought to put of with dimensions because you had a very good Father, but I smelled that he regretted something, perhaps not to be as nice as he would so much have liked to be it near his children, of his family, of his friends, perhaps the fact not of of having made enough during the war or perhaps even as he wanted to be some y to have survived through his friends, of his brothers in arms which he had lost. Me, which in my innocence, I tried to make it speak, to know some more about the war, of what it had lived, to try to imagine me to see M. Bernier with the war, to intend it to say that it had received a blow of bayonet to the bottom of the belly intrigued me.

I was fascinated so much that I became soldier and I was considered to marry with the army while being ready to intervene in all situations inside one two hours period of opinion. Not allowing me to stick to anyone, I preferred to pay the services and the luxuries of with with dimensions deserved well to ensure me of better a stability in my availability.

But today, I carry out my error because I saw at present what your Father lived and I know now that it is not pleasant of always living in the past and being made question on these things which make only the electrodes keys short-circuit in the brain provoking divorce, fear, psychosis, paranoia going even until death threat and commits suicide.

Today, 7 years later, because for my part the whole began in May 1997, after several kinds of drugs, having been a specimen of study and of doubt which were very harmful to me in my cure on behalf of certain specialists working for the Canadian Forces Armed in neurological study, these people who at the time of with a lack of knowledge did not know which manner of interacting, could not distinguish the reactions of a person in traumatic crisis post is a little more to qualify to face understanding with people which could try to pretend this disease and became true specialists today

Today, I am better, I have a good medication, but I am conscious and I approve the fact that there is a advance to make in medication, in the re-establishment. Lastly, I have a life a little more stable, controlled better. I always have a very good neurological follow-up, but at least I rise early the morning and I am now able to achieve different stains personal not stressing but selective. I have still certain weakness, but at least, I am likely to be able to leave the city to exile me with the country cottage the weekends because I prefer to flee the city, crowd and any environment which could bring an additional stress to me.

As one often say, let us go there, but go there gently.

Let us go there a day at the same time.

Alain Stocker